Okay. Fuck. I'm such a fucking idiot.
Is there something that you do, a negative personality trait or an annoying nuance that people hate about you and as a consequence you hate about you? Well mine is going too far. And this side often prevails when the sobriety level of one such individual is not high...You can see where I'm going with this. When I'm sober, I can see where my line of thought is going and stop myself from going too far, but when I'm drunk, I can't.
I'm actually a very good drunk. I don't kiss, punch, fuck, or dump anyone i would regret in the morning. Sure, everyone does dumb shit, I'm the queen of that... but the reason i was dumped was because i was "too intense" and lately, me and the ex have been getting closer and I think i blew it last night, over a drunken message. It wasn't "I'm in love with you, baby" or even "Please, please lets get back together plese", it wasn't even "You're hot". Okay, so clearly it wasn't the worst case scenario, but it is still shit.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. I'm just over my shit to tell you the truth. seriously i look around and I have shit EVERYWHERE. My room is messy, my hair is horrible, my fitness level is bad bad bad, and i have done little to no schoolwork.
TIME FOR A CHANGE.
peace x x x
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